I was in that sea of people in the front. Literally just a few feet from them. I thought I was going to die for a second, but it was so awesome! A great day.

@1 year ago with 2 notes
#Of Mice & Men #OMM #Of Mice and Men #The Depths #Live #The Depths Live #Warped Tour #Warped #Pomona #Warped Tour Pomona #personal #OMG 

I wish I had someone to talk about this with. oh, well.

@1 year ago with 1 note
#I will survive! #personal 

I can barely remember the good times with you, now. It’s horrible. I can never seem to get you fully off my mind and it sucks because I think of you so fondly, but then I can only seem to remember your bad side. People don’t change, they adapt to their environment. I’m sorry I wasn’t there for you when you needed someone. Sometimes, I think that things may have happened differently if I had fought with you instead of staying neutral and supportive. As much as I don’t want to admit it, it looks like we may have slowly gone our separate ways. Now, I look forward to a fresh start in a new place with new people. I have learned from everything that has happened the last couple years, and I hope to be a better person and treat my future friends better than I have treated my past friends. I will act on my feelings, as well. I’m tired of sitting on the sidelines. I really am sorry, though. Hopefully I’ll get a chance to say everything to you face to face before I leave. If I get that opportunity, I’ll take it in a second.

@1 year ago
#I promise #personal 

yes!! my order is finally coming! come home to meee!

@1 year ago
#mmf #night #personal #preorder #Memphis May Fire #MMI #Miss May I 

I really need to meet someone.

@1 year ago with 1 note
#personal 

I promise I don’t hate you. I’m just tired. Tired of this bull.

@1 year ago
#personal 

There were so many attractive guys topless and out for a run this morning while I was on my bike ride. Happy Birthday to me… <3

@1 year ago
#personal 

Hurry it up!

@1 year ago with 1 note
#personal #impatient #mad #MMF #Preorder 

wow I feel so horrible. I lost my phone charger in my luggage after my trip and only found it a few minutes ago since my sister and I were switching rooms all week. So, I didn’t really have time to go through everything until now. I thought it would be alright since no one ever texts me, but no. I plugged it in and I had multiple texts from friends I wanted to talk to. I promise I wasn’t trying to ignore you guys! D:

@1 year ago
#personal #laaame #I am so sorry #oops 

Alright. I feel better after that sentimental vent. I feel back to normal now. alrightie! so I’m having a yard sale tomorrow. I might sell a bike! I really really need the cash… so I’m off to bed! i’ll need my rest for the long day ahead! 

@1 year ago
#personal 

I have lived on this earth for eighteen years. I have experienced so many things already in my life, and this is just the beginning. Growing up, I always thought that going to the olympics or world championships was only for the superhuman. However, I am starting to realize that we are all only human. Even the Olympians. Give me eight or so years, and maybe you’ll see me race on tv. If Catherine pendrel can do it, why not me? Changing subjects here— I have lived for eighteen full years. I had a crush on a boy once. I never told him. I told my best friend of the time, then she dated him. I have had crushes on guys since, but someone else always seems to beat me to their heart. Maybe it is for the best. But I don’t get butterflies anymore. I am so apathetic nowadays that it is almost sickening. I don’t ever really think about what I might be missing out on until I see a friend smitten, am alone for too long, or am asked for relationship advice. It is really quite depressing, and I know it shouldn’t, but it really lowers my personal image of myself. To think, nobody even had a small desire to be my boyfriend or to just ask me out and see how things went. Well, one of my guy friends did ask me out, but he doesn’t even remember doing it. I had the biggest crush in him, but I was majorly friend zoned. Then he has the nerve to ask me out over the Internet when I have finally accepted my friend zoning. Maybe one day I’ll tell him that our timing was just a little off. But really, it makes me wonder what’s wrong with me to not be attractive enough to at least one person. Even weirdos find true weirdo love. Am I just beyond a weirdo or beyond being even slightly unattractive? Whetevs. Seriously, though. What us up with this July rain? My window is open and it is just pooring. It is actually nice.

@1 year ago with 1 note
#rant #just saying #personal #blahblahblah 

Yesterday, I caught a glimpse of what’s in store for me. I loved it.

@1 year ago
#personal 

So… yeah. I might need an MRI done on my knee. Whatevs.

@1 year ago
#personal 

Tomorrow, I leave sunny California for icky Sun Valley, Idaho for USAC’s Mountain bike nationals. I race in the category 2 15-18 cross country race on july 5. I am honestly scared shitless. I have no confidence. I don’t feel ready. I just want to get it over with. At the same time, however, I feel like I could win it. I hate these mixed feelings. I just want to get it over with. Then once I get back, my summer can really start.

@1 year ago
#personal 

Oh, no. I forgot to deactivate my account and/or change the date. The first one has already been posted. Now they all know.

@1 year ago
#18 #Birthday #Facebook #personal #shit 
1 year ago
#Of Mice &amp; Men #OMM #Of Mice and Men #The Depths #Live #The Depths Live #Warped Tour #Warped #Pomona #Warped Tour Pomona #personal #OMG 

wow I feel so horrible. I lost my phone charger in my luggage after my trip and only found it a few minutes ago since my sister and I were switching rooms all week. So, I didn’t really have time to go through everything until now. I thought it would be alright since no one ever texts me, but no. I plugged it in and I had multiple texts from friends I wanted to talk to. I promise I wasn’t trying to ignore you guys! D:

1 year ago
#personal #laaame #I am so sorry #oops 

I wish I had someone to talk about this with. oh, well.

1 year ago
#I will survive! #personal 

Alright. I feel better after that sentimental vent. I feel back to normal now. alrightie! so I’m having a yard sale tomorrow. I might sell a bike! I really really need the cash… so I’m off to bed! i’ll need my rest for the long day ahead! 

1 year ago
#personal 

I can barely remember the good times with you, now. It’s horrible. I can never seem to get you fully off my mind and it sucks because I think of you so fondly, but then I can only seem to remember your bad side. People don’t change, they adapt to their environment. I’m sorry I wasn’t there for you when you needed someone. Sometimes, I think that things may have happened differently if I had fought with you instead of staying neutral and supportive. As much as I don’t want to admit it, it looks like we may have slowly gone our separate ways. Now, I look forward to a fresh start in a new place with new people. I have learned from everything that has happened the last couple years, and I hope to be a better person and treat my future friends better than I have treated my past friends. I will act on my feelings, as well. I’m tired of sitting on the sidelines. I really am sorry, though. Hopefully I’ll get a chance to say everything to you face to face before I leave. If I get that opportunity, I’ll take it in a second.

1 year ago
#I promise #personal 

I have lived on this earth for eighteen years. I have experienced so many things already in my life, and this is just the beginning. Growing up, I always thought that going to the olympics or world championships was only for the superhuman. However, I am starting to realize that we are all only human. Even the Olympians. Give me eight or so years, and maybe you’ll see me race on tv. If Catherine pendrel can do it, why not me? Changing subjects here— I have lived for eighteen full years. I had a crush on a boy once. I never told him. I told my best friend of the time, then she dated him. I have had crushes on guys since, but someone else always seems to beat me to their heart. Maybe it is for the best. But I don’t get butterflies anymore. I am so apathetic nowadays that it is almost sickening. I don’t ever really think about what I might be missing out on until I see a friend smitten, am alone for too long, or am asked for relationship advice. It is really quite depressing, and I know it shouldn’t, but it really lowers my personal image of myself. To think, nobody even had a small desire to be my boyfriend or to just ask me out and see how things went. Well, one of my guy friends did ask me out, but he doesn’t even remember doing it. I had the biggest crush in him, but I was majorly friend zoned. Then he has the nerve to ask me out over the Internet when I have finally accepted my friend zoning. Maybe one day I’ll tell him that our timing was just a little off. But really, it makes me wonder what’s wrong with me to not be attractive enough to at least one person. Even weirdos find true weirdo love. Am I just beyond a weirdo or beyond being even slightly unattractive? Whetevs. Seriously, though. What us up with this July rain? My window is open and it is just pooring. It is actually nice.

1 year ago
#rant #just saying #personal #blahblahblah 

yes!! my order is finally coming! come home to meee!

1 year ago
#mmf #night #personal #preorder #Memphis May Fire #MMI #Miss May I 

Yesterday, I caught a glimpse of what’s in store for me. I loved it.

1 year ago
#personal 

I really need to meet someone.

1 year ago
#personal 

So… yeah. I might need an MRI done on my knee. Whatevs.

1 year ago
#personal 

I promise I don’t hate you. I’m just tired. Tired of this bull.

1 year ago
#personal 

Tomorrow, I leave sunny California for icky Sun Valley, Idaho for USAC’s Mountain bike nationals. I race in the category 2 15-18 cross country race on july 5. I am honestly scared shitless. I have no confidence. I don’t feel ready. I just want to get it over with. At the same time, however, I feel like I could win it. I hate these mixed feelings. I just want to get it over with. Then once I get back, my summer can really start.

1 year ago
#personal 

There were so many attractive guys topless and out for a run this morning while I was on my bike ride. Happy Birthday to me… <3

1 year ago
#personal 

Oh, no. I forgot to deactivate my account and/or change the date. The first one has already been posted. Now they all know.

1 year ago
#18 #Birthday #Facebook #personal #shit 

Hurry it up!

1 year ago
#personal #impatient #mad #MMF #Preorder